i would rather not remember you.

i gave you friendship & the social relevance you wanted, asking nothing from you but self-respect. you exploited that friendship for every type of attention & made a mess of my name in the process. random nobodies still say i took advantage of you, i violated you. there was plenty of time for you to publicize the opposite facts but you only cared about keeping your options open. you made your own filthy bed & then despicably pointed your finger at me. you reduced yourself to their level — exactly what i told you i would never forgive. these are the memories i have. there is no justification to add anything. i don't care what you claim to have learned since then. i don't care if you're a good or decent person. you had more than a fair chance to be something special. your choices proved you never knew me & guaranteed you never will.

thanks in advance for staying out of my life.